siennaskyes

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I’ve too much things to face myself. on the verge of breaking down. I might just give up one day. there are just too many times I thought of dying.

love isn’t everything in a relationship. it needs more that just love. relationship needs patience, understanding, affection……. Money( sad, I know) relationships aren’t as easy as, hello I love you. it’s more than that. it’s more than just hugs and kisses. relationship needs respect. Respect?

respect isn’t just about respecting in a way, for e.g not calling each other names, swearing when arguing etc. Respect is such a difficult thing to explain. you can be so polite verbally but what’s the point when you’re always hurting the other with your actions? do you really respect her enough that you have the heart to hurt her even?

sorry Jessie j. everything in this already so complicated world is all about the money money money money.

I’ve been keeping quiet for too long. I have posts saved as drafts cos I don’t really know if I should share. But I think I need to now cos sometimes talking to someone isn’t really the best way. So hello again tumblr. you’re gonna be ere for me whenever wherever I need you. Especially now when its just so hard to talk to my very own special person. life’s like that! :/

ps: there isn’t really anybody out there to be there for you. you’re actually on your own, even when you’re pouring your heart out to them.

bonitto throw over sheer cardigan, diva lotsa necklaces in one. ready to go!

http://www.fashionreflection.tumblr.com 

for fun. really.

(don’t mind the fat arms) hello siennaskyes :) this was taken on our 2 years anniversary. Really an emotional one. Or maybe I was having my pms I don’t know. so we went to botanics to eat the hmmmm maybe delicious nutella cake I made with full of love and then to twg and a but of window shopping and coffee club for dinner and lastly pinnacleduxton. we wanted to have a grand clbrtn but I told him that we should really make it a normal one cos a great clbrtn can only mean great to you and not others? Get it got it? it was really like a normal date I must say, or maybe worst than a normal one? but when we were on the way home, it made me think like, omgahhhhhh things have changed so much like how I miss us getting all glued to each other when we are together. Maybe it’s the 2 years that made us go all so comfortable. it’s really all different now.

Those 2 years : fucking crazy roller coaster ride.

We had more downs than ups? but that made me a stronger person to face bigger challenges after. ad definitely made me realize that there’s really no way for me to leave cos I think almost all of me is already with him. I love you so much. the sacrifices you made to spend time with me, I really appreciate all of that. those sacrifices that ended up in lotsa awkward moments between you and your lifelong friends. I really appreciate all of that. not that I don’t allow you to meet them its just maybe, maybe time isn’t on our side.

thank you so vehri much for being the best friend/boyfriend/buddy/smoking buddy/enemy for the past two years. I really hope you feel the same way too. :)


So I’ve been really busy with work and school. Work on Monday Tuesday Wednesday and school everyday. I’ve never felt so exhausted before. waking up early morning really made me the most crankiest person ever on this world. work have made me feel like I’m such an old person who can’t even stay up not longer than 12 midnight. by 8.30pm I will start to feel all sleepy and tired and nothing can beat to the thought of lying on my bed, and I mean nothing. I’ve missed so much on my really atc’s life. I feel so old. I’ve been. Catching up so much on time, calling up ppl to meet them, maybe it’s really for the sake of it cos I know if I don’t make the effort to, I’ll have no more friends. then my life will be so boringgggg zzzzzz. and now its getting boring so Zzzzz bye. ciao. drastic but for a good cause. till then. <3

if only I get those hugs whenever I see him after a long time.

I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the “remember whens” I remember it all. And it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can’t get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

(via eletheowl)

you’re not cool at all.

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