(don’t mind the fat arms) hello siennaskyes :) this was taken on our 2 years anniversary. Really an emotional one. Or maybe I was having my pms I don’t know. so we went to botanics to eat the hmmmm maybe delicious nutella cake I made with full of love and then to twg and a but of window shopping and coffee club for dinner and lastly pinnacleduxton. we wanted to have a grand clbrtn but I told him that we should really make it a normal one cos a great clbrtn can only mean great to you and not others? Get it got it? it was really like a normal date I must say, or maybe worst than a normal one? but when we were on the way home, it made me think like, omgahhhhhh things have changed so much like how I miss us getting all glued to each other when we are together. Maybe it’s the 2 years that made us go all so comfortable. it’s really all different now.
Those 2 years : fucking crazy roller coaster ride.
We had more downs than ups? but that made me a stronger person to face bigger challenges after. ad definitely made me realize that there’s really no way for me to leave cos I think almost all of me is already with him. I love you so much. the sacrifices you made to spend time with me, I really appreciate all of that. those sacrifices that ended up in lotsa awkward moments between you and your lifelong friends. I really appreciate all of that. not that I don’t allow you to meet them its just maybe, maybe time isn’t on our side.
thank you so vehri much for being the best friend/boyfriend/buddy/smoking buddy/enemy for the past two years. I really hope you feel the same way too. :)
So I’ve been really busy with work and school. Work on Monday Tuesday Wednesday and school everyday. I’ve never felt so exhausted before. waking up early morning really made me the most crankiest person ever on this world. work have made me feel like I’m such an old person who can’t even stay up not longer than 12 midnight. by 8.30pm I will start to feel all sleepy and tired and nothing can beat to the thought of lying on my bed, and I mean nothing. I’ve missed so much on my really atc’s life. I feel so old. I’ve been. Catching up so much on time, calling up ppl to meet them, maybe it’s really for the sake of it cos I know if I don’t make the effort to, I’ll have no more friends. then my life will be so boringgggg zzzzzz. and now its getting boring so Zzzzz bye. ciao. drastic but for a good cause. till then. <3